Christine Diane Marcinkowski

When we were together we talked about the difference between "true love" and "romantic love".  At the time I could not understand the difference or even that love can have many different forms and faces.  Over the years, I have learned that, in the beginning, what I felt was indeed true love, but I was acting upon emotions born from romantic love.  Romantic love, like a drug, is very addictive and can make people do things that they would not normally do; like a drug.  It can make people behave in ways that make you question whether the other person even cares about you let alone loves you.  When romantic love is threatened the needs to feed the addiction will make a person take rash steps in an attempt to protect the feelings that feed the addiction.  It did this to me and I did it to you and to others and for that I am deeply sorry.

True love, as I have learned to see it, is much different than romantic love.  I still do not fully understand how one person can care so deeply for another that the love felt can transcend time, space and distance.  It would be impossible for anyone to convince me that the love I have for you is anything other than the truest of love.  Not a single day and scarcely a moment has passed in 6 years that I have not thought about you.  I see your face in those around me.  I smell you scent in the air at the most unexpected times.  I feel your presence when I dream.  If this were not true love, would the connection not have faded by now?

You one asked a question when you had been hurt by a love that was lost.  The answer to your question is, “Yes, that is exactly how I felt when you left.”  Lost love can bring the most excruciating pain that a human will even know.  Were it not for true love, I am sure that the pain would have been my breaking point.  It almost was for a very long time.

I have decided to use my skills and experience in Internet marketing to bring my message to you.  If you are reading this it is evidence that my plan has succeeded.

I have but one request.  If you are reading this, please understand that all that I need is to hear your voice.  That seems like such a simple request and hopefully you will find it in your heart to grant such a simple wish.

Christy, In case you did not know:

I fell in love with you on Thursday, November 23, 2000.  This was Thanksgiving Day and it was one of the few times that we had worked together.  I can clearly remember sitting there and watching you and thinking that you were without question the single most beautiful thing in the universe.  I also remember that I had Thanksgiving dinner brought FOR YOU!  I remember that you only ate the green beans.  It was at that moment that I fell as deeply in love as I have ever been.  The wonderful and amazing thing is that the feeling has not waned.  It is as strong today as it has ever been.

The following weeks and months were nothing short of amazing.  I remember the Jacuzzi at the Natomas Inn.  I remember playing pool at the bar in Rancho and you faking drinking tequila.  I remember you calling me with some outlandish story about being drunk and crying.  Was that a test to see if I would come?  I have often wondered if I passed that test.  I remember the Foxxes Inn.  I remember finding you, loving you and I remember losing you, but I have never stopped loving you.

Tell me, have you seen her:

As I have stated above, I am using a massive internet marketing campaign to hopefully bring Christine Marcinkowski back to me, if only for a moment.  In order to do this, I need the assistance of everyone that reads this page.  Below are the most recent photos that I have.  Please look at them and review the information and if you know Christy, please contact her and direct her to this page.

These images were taken on April 7, 2007, at belo in San Diego.  Christine Marcinkowski was working there as a cocktail hostess.  If you recognize her and/or if you worked there please contact her and let her know that I still love her and only want to speak to her one time.

I have also learned that Christy has been through the TrekAmerica tour guide training program in 2007.  She may be working for them, guiding tours in the San Francisco area.